Introduction to DD/ttwd lifestyle

How could I ever find myself here writing a blog such as this? I can't believe it myself. However a few days ago I was surfing the web and found a couple interesting websites that really drew me in. The sites dealt with Domestic Discipline. I have never heard of this before but have had fantasies of being spanked and disciplined all my life. My heart raced, my eyes widened, and my breath quickened as I read articles and personal blogs. This was something that definitely stimulated my senses. I decided to share with my husband. Lo and behold! He was supportive and accepting of my newly-found *kink*. Together we discussed whether or not to implement this into our marriage. We are Bible believbers and strong Christians, but we were very cautious about this. Finally we decided that it may very well be the much-needed therapy and behavior modification I was searching for all along. You see, I am terrible independent-minded; strongly defiant of authority imposed upon me even though I am called to be submissive by God. My husband is a masculine and very dominant man who has fought me to retain HOH status since day one. He was eager to help break me of my sinful defiance. So, yesterday he came home from work, exhausted, and showered. He had me shower with him. We enjoy our intimate times together in the shower because it helps draw us closer. When I got out, he had already dried himself and was standing by my side of our beusuald. I just simply kept about my usual routine when be pulled my dowel off, bent me over the bed, and commenced to spanking my bare bottom wit with his hand. Oh my! Never have I enjoyed such embarrassing discipline before! I can't tell you how wonderful it was to be surprised with it and forced to comply so passively. After he felt he had given me enough, he pulled me down into my knees on the floor grabbed a fistful of my hair, and pulled my head tis now fully swollen cock. He filled my mouth and I did not protest as I normally would have. Instead he used my mouth, then my pussy which was already swollen and begging for his attention... He finished in my very defiant rear... I hurt some still...but this is what he took and I must yield to him despite not wanting to be this vulnerable. And so now I am learning to be his submissive wife, his possession... He has since spanked me with a paddle brush this morning until my bum is now completely sore, red and swollen. This is what I wanted, right? Of course it is! How can I continue to fight date? My Master wins. Period. Yes, sir. Grr... Ice pack please... Any suggestions as to how to ease the post-maintenance/punishment swelling?